Day 6
Today's post is going to be short. I am tired of drinking juice. I am still working on changing my thinking towards this process. I can't find any vegetables that taste good to be so it has been difficult to enjoy my days after my morning juice is long gone. I have found that my mornings and early afternoons are going better and better but after 2 pm has been difficult. The mean green juice that I have been having for lunch and dinner doesn't seem to be satisfying my body. By the end of the day I find myself dizzy and lightheaded.
Work Difficulties
I had a conversation with my boss today about how difficult it has been to concentrate on my work at times. He encouraged me to keep going and stay focused on becoming healthier. I am so blessed to have such a great boss and job!
Eating Difficulties
Britt went out with one of her friends for dinner at Hacienda tonight. I appreciated her being able to go out and enjoy herself since I have been making life difficult but I can't say I wasn't jealous of both going out to eat and spending time with her.
Final Thoughts
I struggle with thoughts of quitting every day. The fast doesn't make much sense to me anymore and I feel like 5 days would have been best for my body and mind in regards to moving forward. I am worried that I won't be able to continue my healthier life style once the fast is over since I am forcing myself to drink the Juice. I am going to continue to count on God to help me change my mind. I am also going to continue to concentrate on God's Grace enabling me to change my life.
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